A Good Cry

Have you ever felt like you just need to cry...if you're a girl, I know you have. I'm in one of those moods. I really can't release it though...my dear sweet hubbie will think that its his fault. And though he did slightly tick me off. It's not him. It's just me. I just need to cry. Thinking about crying makes me tear up. I won't cry though. If I do, he'll try and fix it. THere's nothing to fix. I just want to cry. I'll wait until he's not around. It could be a while though. When I used to be single...I'd lock myself in my room. Turn on one of my sad, sad movies...and just cry. Tonight though...I'll sulk and want to cry, but can't. He'll think I'm mad at him, but I'm not. It's just too complicated to explain to him.

Summer Fever

Oh, how I wish I was eloquent with words....in my head, yes....but no where else. I'm in Iowa this weekend for graduations again. We came up yesterday afternoon and spent the night. We'll leave this evening. I brought my gma with me so we'll do the nursing home/ hospital run in a little while and then my parents will be here this afternoon. Then we have a party this afternoon and we'll head home.

THere are 5 more days left of school! (With Kids..) I can't wait. I'm so tired. I need a break! I'm glad I still have a summer and can semi-enjoy it!


It's baby central around here. And of course, hopes of all the cousins were dashed as I had a wine cooler with my dinner last night. "We were hoping" "When do you think" "We can't wait" "You'd be such a good mom"
And even more comments galore...

I can't wait until the day we can show up and say "We did it!" "We're pregnant!" But we maybe 82-years-old before we can say that, right Laura?!

Nick and I are going to Chicago in two weeks and I can't wait! We need this for everything!

I know, I know...its been a month again. I don't have a lot of time, but I promised someone I'd post. Although her posts are much better than mine. ARGH...so another friend is happy in preggoville....I swear. Everywhere I look they're pregnant. I'm not sure how I feel anymore about this whole thing. I mean this month...I know I'm not. Yet I know the anticipation of waiting for the Red Sea is going to kill me...this sucks donkey butt!

I'm going to KC for a graduation. I'll update a life update next week. In one word though it's BUSY!