I'm a wreck right now. It scares the crap out of me to find out if its gonna happen.....or not. I don't want to jinx it. I don't want to think about it, but all I do is think about it. The ONLY time I forget about it is M-F 9-1. I'm involved with preschool and going, going, going. Life would change dramatically, which I'm not sure I'm really ready for, but I know I really am ready for the adventure. I hate the fact that the signs are there, but they could be for something else entirely. That is like a cruel oxymoron. Uggh, maybe soon, I'll know.

Life with you makes perfect sense...

he's my best friend! I've really been focused this past month on how special my relationship with Nick is. He was hand picked for me. We may have a tiff here and there, but in reality there is no one that I would rather be with. He serves me in more ways than I could have ever imagine. We compliment each other so well, tonight was a perfect example. 3 weeks of laundry, because I hate to put it way was piled up on the guest bedroom, plus another 3 loadds from yesterday. I folded it all and he put it all away! Little things like that are what make me treasure him even more. Love you Nick!