Monday, March 10, 2008

I'm a wreck right now. It scares the crap out of me to find out if its gonna happen.....or not. I don't want to jinx it. I don't want to think about it, but all I do is think about it. The ONLY time I forget about it is M-F 9-1. I'm involved with preschool and going, going, going. Life would change dramatically, which I'm not sure I'm really ready for, but I know I really am ready for the adventure. I hate the fact that the signs are there, but they could be for something else entirely. That is like a cruel oxymoron. Uggh, maybe soon, I'll know.

1 comment:

S Club Mama said...

If this is about what I think it's about, I completely understand how you feel! Tristan was such a surprise to us. But let me tell you that as much as life changes, you kind of forget about what life was like before. I can't imagine our lives without him.